Hi dylly (:
Finallly back on tumblr. About time.
Alright so idk where to even start with you, or us. It’s been such a long, crazy, bumpy, amazing fuckin roller coaster with you. We met what.. Almost two years ago? Damn. I feel like I’ve known you my whole life, but every day feels like the first one with you. Is that lame? (; Anyways. You saved me. The first summer we spent together. You saved my life & I could never repay you. You were there through my whole hell phase & I still appreciate it to this day. Because id be dead if it wasn’t for you. You gave me a reason to live. I think after that I fell in love with you. Hell, I’m still in love with you. I always have been. I don’t think I’ll ever not love you. After that summer we were just perfect. Beyond perfect. Everyone was jealous as fuck. Then I fucked up yeah? Big time. I let someone in who I shouldn’t have. I made a huge mistake and picked an ignorant, immature, insecure, self centered, lying, nasty dick over someone so amazing. My head was filled with lies. I was so messed up. I’ll never be able to explain myself for that one. I regret it so bad. You’ll never know. & you’ll never understand how truly sorry I am. For leaving. For lying. I know I say it a lot. But Dylan I am so sorry. I’ll always be sorry. You treated me better than he ever could. Better than anyone ever could. Better than anyone ever has. & now look where we are. you’re saving me again. You saved me from death again even after what I did to you. Even though you should hate me, you tell me you love me. Tell me I’m beautiful even though I’m not. You’re still here for me. I don’t get you. But I thank God you’re still in my life. No one knows me like you do. They can try. But no one know me inside and out. No one knows what I’m going to say & when I’m going to say it. No one knows what’s running through my head. No one knows how to handle me. No one treats me like a princess like you do. No one can make me feel the way you do. You make me feel beautiful. And smart. And you make me so damn happy. I’m smiling all the time with you. You’re perfect. In every single way possible. You’re handsome as fuck. Smart. Kind. Understanding. Loyal as fuck. Honest. Funny. Caring. Too good for me. You deserve better. Your flaws are my favorite. Remember that? You’re wonderful. & I couldn’t ask for a better man in my life dyl. We were meant to be, & we can’t deny it. Because no matter what happens we make it through everything. We always stay strong. So fuck everyone. Fucking fuck everyone that’s ever come between us. Everyone that talked and talks shit. I’m never leaving you again & I’m never letting another whore try to take you again. You’re mine. All mine. Forever & ever. I’ll never be able to explain my love to you. Because it’s too much. I know things are different and hard right now for us. But I’m waiting for you. We’re gonna get better. & were gonna be in love again. I can’t live without you. You are my heart & soul and everything in between. You’re my everything. My world. My snookie poookums 😂😷 alright if I keep going it’s just gonna be me babbling. Like I wasn’t already yeah ?(; I have too much to say. You know me. I never shut up. I love you Dylan Paul Johnson. Always. ❤️. -Danielle.